I force, I wish, I want to be Patient. But i’m wrong.

I’ve been a mother for 4 years now, and i’ve been praying, wanting, wishing even forcing my self to be a more patient mother to my kids. I am tired of yelling at them, putting them to time out, telling them not to do things that are not appropriate and lecturing them the “right” thing. And what did i get in return? I often ended up blowing up my mind and my vocal cord towards them. I ended up making my kids afraid of me almost every single day. This got me to a point where i would be frustrated thinking of what my life has turned me into.

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