It was so dark that i couldn’t see, or maybe refuse to see. I thought God has left me, i thought God has probably abandoned me or just gone leaving me like this. But no, i was wrong. This flare up has taught me a lot of things i forgot. Faith, Love and Hope.
[ENG] Hello, all ! So glad that it seems like i could write more often again, and maybe you’ll find out that there will be a lot more of pregnancy posts coming up #ups. Coping with the first trimester really got me to stop doing lots of things. Today’s post will be a bit of random i guess. Just realized this morning that dealing with pregnancy means that we will be dealing with lots of questions on our head.
[ENG] This passage is often missed by people, but when i read it over and over again, it really speaks to me and bless me. I could feel His enormous love through these words! Job 39 was God’s answer to Job and to us. This is the mighty of His wisdom and His love. You could feel them through every word. And through these words, we should feel :
[ENG] This psalm is to show how grateful i am to have a God who heard my voice and my cry and answer me with His mercy.
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[ENG] I remembered 1 song from Lauren Daigle which said, ‘When You don’t move the mountain i’m needing You to move, When You don’t part the waters i wish i could walk through, when You don’t give the answers as i cry out to You. I will trust, i will trust, i will trust in You.” — What is faith? Why it feels so hard to ask or to hope on something? It seems like God is closing every door we wish to open. Don’t you feel like this sometimes? Well, welcome to the club. And today, let’s see the true faith that God wants us to have while we ask, seek and knock.
[ENG] It happened when i prayed with tears pouring from my eyes. I was dealing with my enemy since a long time – fear. I was lost at the moment – it tormented me with dark lies everyday. But when i came to God’s presence, He taught me a precious lesson to cast away fear.
“It needs more than a positive thinking to cast away your fear.”
A psalm is a poem made from the deepest heart. This psalm is made from a hopeful heart, a waiting heart and a surrender heart.
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[ENG] As i scroll down my social media’s timeline, i found that there are a lot of news about youth’s going depressed and decide to end their life or some postings showing their frustration about the world’s demands on their shoulder. Allow me to say that this depression and frustration comes when we can’t deal with the word “failure”.
[ENG] Mind is one of God’s gift to all human beings. We as human has the most complex mind than the other living beings. As someone who has the most complex mind, we will face 2 screens every day. We are flooded with the good and bad thoughts in almost everything we’re facing. But the good news is, you can actually choose which one you’d like to go with
[ENG] A God who came into the world, born from a virgin and died at the cross for the people that He called as heirs and His own. This is a fact that is so hard to be accepted by people a long time ago and up until now in the 21st century. While there are so many people who mock at Him, i feel grateful for He is God and He was once a Man and that He is my God. You’ll see why i could declare that there is truly none like Him.
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